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February has been an interesting month. I didn’t do so much work-wise that I was anticipating, though I did finish up a couple projects for various nonprofit organizations both domestic and foreign. I haven’t felt like blogging much, whether nattering about my personal stuffs or professional doings.

I cleaned up most of the fraud-related stuff that occurred at the beginning of the month; I have confirmation from my bank, iTunes, and Paypal that yes, I am not responsible for these charges from iTunes. I still have $300 overdrawn on my bank account, because refunds are slow in coming. I did finally get the bank to cancel the overdraft fees associated with the fraudulent purchases. And after it happened the second time (after I had changed my password everywhere to something horrifyingly difficult and long to decipher), I removed all financial information linking the aforementioned three websites. I’m confident that Paypal and my bank are reasonably secure, insofar as they are not responsible for the sanctity of my password or my electronic devices.

But iTunes… I no longer trust them, their security protocols or their ability to weed out fraudulent apps in their own store. How can you not be aware of exactly every activity of every i-Device and every account? It’s on their servers, surely they have fail-safes and safeguards for such. Apparently not. I’ve seen hundreds of written accounts of other people swindled out of money thanks to the iTunes Store. The apple is rotten, folks.

I’ve been filling my time with personal activities: watching and listening to podcasts relating to writing, crafts, and electronics; playing with other personal websites relating to interests I feel strongly about; writing; cooking; and cleaning the clutter out of my habitat and my daily life. My former friend J was once trying to articulate the varying moods he had, sometimes playing video games and involving himself with online activities, and sometimes writing or creating game stuff. I mentioned something about output vs. input, which he adopted into his own vernacular.

I have most definitely been on an input kick. That doesn’t mean that my output has stopped altogether; I have just felt like focusing on just one thing at a time, rather than spreading my interests and activities as far and wide as I’m prone to doing. I love to juggle, I never get bored of one thing for very long before something else comes along that amuses me or captures my attention to the exclusion of all else. I guess that Mercury is direct and not retrograde just now. In fact… *looks at astrology stuffs* Oh yeah. As that is my ruling planet, I am definitely prone to that planet’s meanderings, especially when I fall out of discipline and let my mood take me where it will.

Anyway, I felt like poking in here for a moment. Next month looks to be an interesting one as well. At the forefront, the promise of car repairs in the immediate future?? We’ll see. The rest of life is going along pretty well, hubby and I are still disgustingly close, we’re setting our eyes on moving, and I just picked up a new job position that could very much be a profitable one. Gotta love volunteering on ventures. We’ll see where that gets me. In the meantime, there are fresh new listings to paruse regarding my usual schtick of freelance and volunteerism.

Oh yeah, one thing I wanted to mention: gamification. I think it’d be really fun (ha) and profitable to get some training for that going; with as many Facebook apps and socially engaging websites I have been and will be involved in, this might be a really good skillset to have. It seems to be huge this year, and I love finding ways of making menial or necessary stuff fun.

Another thing, I have a recent new favorite blog that I thought you might like: Unf* Your Habitat (warning: f-bombs flung freely there). It’s almost gamifying in its straightforward kick-butt attitude about the crap you should be doing anyway. Do something that improves your environment, and celebrate the hell out of it. On one hand, it’s disturbing that society has apparently stooped to such a level that we must be praised for doing what we’re supposed to; on the other hand, it’s awesome to become aware of personal habits, and to improve them. So, there.

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Billing Woes

I’ve been the victim of fraudulent activity at the iTunes Store in the past couple of weeks. A total of $540 was stolen in the form of many false and repeated purchases of the same two apps.

I’ve found that the Itunes Store has poor security precautions for people like me, who set up PayPal as their payment option (it is no longer, I assure you), which has the benefit of allowing for instant purchases, but unfortunately, has the side effect of making it easy for a “hacker” (my uneducated word for someone who has breached my personal information) to sneak in through a trojan somewhere (in one of the apps I downloaded, very likely), and having their way with my account.

I found Apple Support to be very lacking, in their accessibility to report these fraudulent charges, and their way of solving the problem. I had to dig deep to find a web form to report these charges, and an entire 24 hours between communication emails. The gentleman I talked to the first time was very polite and flattering, but did very little to actually address my problem. After being admonished, “Our policy is not to give refunds for purchases,” he was *cough* nice enough to refund the money.

Because PayPal pulled the money right out of my bank account (I’m finding the lack of checks and balances between iTunes, PayPal, and bank very disturbing), my bank was grossly overdrawn, and I am bidden to pay the overdraft fees not only for these fraudulent charges, but also for the other legitimate bills that were coming in and incurring more fees for the lack of funds. PayPal was holding my refunded funds from Apple, but that takes four days for the money to get “redownloaded” to my bank, where I feel it is most secure.

I changed passwords and security questions at all aforementioned websites, chose a new PIN for my debit card, computer, and iPad, and of course talked to the bank, who was entirely unsympathetic to my plight (I used the word fraud, they dismissed it). Also, when Apple hears the word “fraud” associated with your account, they disable it. It takes another email to consent for it to be reenabled. I was willing to put up with that minor inconvenience, in order to get my account unlocked.

And then it happened again. 14 charges for the same app, with a slightly different app name than before, but similar enough that I knew it was the same joker. Again I dug around the Apple site looking for the customer service form. Again PayPal pulled money out of my bank. Again my bank gave me overdraft fees. Like I wrote before, the final damage was $540 between the fraudulent purchases, and the fees associated with them. Again my account was locked down. The moment I saw that it was happening again, I removed my PayPal information from Apple, and removed my bank information from PayPal. I changed passwords and logins again. I talked to the bank again. I have to pay those fees.

This has created a hardship that will be difficult to recover from. One, my iPad is an unusable brick. Two, I can’t use my bank account until I take care of the charges. Three, I’m not able to make online purchases. Four, I get paid for my webwork through online means which are now disabled.

So if I’m a bit quiet here, I do apologize, I’m dealing with stuff.

Word to the wise, if you have payment options linked up to your Apple account, disable them immediately. The Apple website and the iTunes Store are not secure, and even in changing passwords and other secure items, you are still vulnerable to attack. As you want to purchase an app or make an online purchase for your iOS device, THEN link them up, and upon completion of purchase, UNLINK them again.

*sighs* Now to figure out how to pull $540 out of my ass, or to figure out how to pinpoint exactly who made those purchases and go after them.

Oh, and this is not an isolated issue.

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Snow! In Winter! Shocking!

For the first time this winter, the soothsayers meteorologists are predicting snow overnight, as soon as the sun sets. I always squee at the first snows of the season, as there are entire years when it is just too warm. It would surely accumulate at the moment if it were cold enough, as it is raining fairly heavily, the awning fabric damp with the precipitation, our panoramic hillside view obscured by sheets of water, the parking lot covered by rivulets of the stuff seeking its own level.

I’m always a kid when it does snow, whether it’s after watching it for a few hours out of the living room window, or waking up to see that familiar stark blue-white glow of daylight hitting the blinding ice crystals. I always, always, have to put on a pair of gloves and warm shoes or boots, and wander outside to touch it, step in it, and play with it for a few minutes. I’m usually in my jammies during such times, and I quickly get cold enough to have to run back inside.

I suppose if I lived in a different climate where snow became old-hat, common, and drearily, stubbornly present during this time of year, I might not find it so amusing. As it is, once I’ve had my fun, it becomes routine to dress for the adverse weather. But I always spend more time than usual admiring it out the window, than I do if it were merely raining, even unusually heavily as it is today. I notice that I also like to gaze for a long time in the early summer when the deciduous foliage is fresh, green, and nearly vibrating out of the visual spectrum with its rich shades of color.

I just wanted to remark on the remarkable weather. And I know I can trust bojack.org with the latest on the not-news regarding snow. I laughed when they started making snarky commentary about the way the local media treats any accumulation, no matter how minute, of snow. They always over-exaggerate to the point of ridiculousness. It amuses me.

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One More End of Year Meme

I can’t help it, I was inspired by the call for bloggers to list the places they slept in 2011.

My list is very short.

I spent nearly every day this past year sleeping on my futon bed, the vast majority of the time with my sweet husband snoring next to me.

For two glorious nights in January of this year, I got to sleep in a hotel bed in Forks.

And for one nifty evening, we slept in the very luxurious abode of Andrew’s sister and her family’s house, a cabin in the rural woods not far from Port Townsend, in a tall, unbelievably comfy and soft bed with the natural wood head and foot boards, with wooden paneling, books, and sheets soft enough to sink into. Yeah, that made a bit of an impression on me.

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Woulda slept other places, but the car pooped out and all that. I think I’ll give the car back, the arrangement of us paying them for it sitting in our driveway for four months doesn’t really strike my fancy. I could have paid over $1000 on an actual car. I’m tired of my husband being a tightwad, I want a car. :(
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Year in Review

I pilfered this interesting survey-thingie from beckydancer, who got it from someone else. I thought it’d be fun to do.

1. List 5 personal victories – big or small – that you experienced.
a. I acquired a car.
b. I kicked butt over last year’s sales.
c. I started this blog, and didn’t delete it in a nuke&pave when I got tired of it.
d. I got to see hubby’s dad and sister for the first time.
e. I lived a conscious life, in which I made the decision to be and feel happy. Aside from the occasional gripes, I’ve done well with that. I’ve certainly become more conscious about how I flail about.

2. List 5 precious, priceless gifts that you received from others or from the Universe.
a. Hubby and I were called to a friend’s bedside, where we watched hubby’s father figure pass away from cancer and total system failure. We had a week to prepare, and a night to witness.
b. Hubby’s former apprentice came back into his life, and subsequently mine. There have been many games of Tablero and game nights.
c. I got to see family again, at my grandmother’s funeral.
d. Andrew got to see his dad and sister again, during the same trip as c.
e. I got to work one of my favorite jobs ever, again, during December.

3. List 5 challenges that you faced and the valuable lessons you learned from them.
a. A couple of friends turned out to be douchebags, and I cut them entirely out of my life. There are still moments where I wonder what the heck happened. But I’m better without the toxicity in my life.
b. We’d known for a couple of years that hubby’s father figure was not long for this world. Hubby thought that the loss of the man would break him apart in ways he couldn’t even fathom. In the end, hubby was able to do everything he’d promised the man, we had a week to see him again, and hubby spent the entire night glued to the man’s side. Having that time with him, no matter how short, really helped the whole process. And as with other traumas hubby has suffered, I was a great balm to the soreness of those wounds both old and fresh.
c. I had the opportunity to work a permanent position at the same store I do seasonal work at. I found out that I’m not as young as I used to be, I can’t lug heavy boxes around like I used to. I have become more ruthless about getting more of hubby’s income into the bank.
d. Promises were made by others about getting hubby and I to the peninsula, and to the beach, many times this past year, but none of them ever happened. I have learned patience and temperance.
e. We acquired a car that has spent four out of the past five months sitting in our driveway, useless. Again, I have learned patience and temperance. I have also learned that perhaps this is not the car for us.

4. Set a timer for 2 minutes, and during that time brainstorm as many things as possible that you are grateful for in your life. It doesn’t matter how small or how large.
iPad, roof over head, food in belly and in fridge, shoes that fit, clothes in closet, computer that (sorta) works, cat, Facebook, the natural beauty of the area I live in, the car sometimes working, continued lack of pain from lack of gallbladder (no more sensitivity to milk and spices, yay!), roommates, hubby, hubby’s family, friends, Darby o’Gill (local Irish band), sunrises and sunsets on our panoramic balcony on Pill Hill, the possibility of snow and surprising thankfulness that car doesn’t function at the moment so that I don’t have to drive in adverse conditions haha, Youtube, Netflix, webhost, reasonable health, sunlight, having enough where it matters most.

And another survey, from the same entry via beckydancer:

1- Have you closed out your 2011 projects? What things do you not want to carry into 2012? What do you need to finish, schedule in, or simply drop in order to maintain your sanity? How important is it? WHY are you doing it and does it serve you/your family?
I need to drop the J & J thing (aforementioned douchebags), that isn’t going to be fixed anytime soon, not if I don’t wish to communicate with them at all. An olive branch was recently offered and I totally ignored it, because what they pulled, I don’t think is forgivable. I don’t need that in my life. Why it keeps coming to mind perplexes me. I look forward to leaving that friendship in the past. Let it go, Gin, let it go. *breathes in, releases*

2- Have you spent time telling the people you care for that you love them?
Reasonably. I’m still estranged from my family, though I’m happy there was no overt drama during gma’s funeral. Knowing I had a 4 hour drive in front of me, I was not invited to stay the night, though I did ask, to rest before heading back. So I pour that love into the friends and chosen family I do have.

3- Have you slowed down and caught up on your sleep?
I’m getting there. It’s amazing how many spoons you go through in a month’s retail.

4- Do you know what you want the next year to look like?
Next year will undoubtedly be better than this one. A working car, a working me, better use of my leisure time, and busier than ever with coding nerdiness.

5- Have you meditated on where you are in life and sifted through the noise to ask the important question of “Who am I?”
Not particularly. I think my actions and motivations, and minute-by-minute triumphs of my day, speak enough on that one. It’s the same reason why I don’t really ponder religion or politics, I tend to be too practical for theoretical and hypothetical discussions.

6- Have you taken on some life/health enhancing practices that you will do the next year?
Nothing extravagant. I always strive to become more self-aware, and more positive. I’m human and it is an ongoing project.

7- Did you spent enough time in nature this year? What are your plans to integrate more contact with nature for 2012?
I have been able to do very little of that. When we had access to a car, we did have occasion to go to a nature park nearby, and to the peninsula, though it borked out before we could take our long-lusted-after trip to the beach, or sight-see on said peninsula, we were in too much of a hurry to get to family and then home again, grr. *kicks car* Hopefully we’ll get that fixed in some sort of permanent way and make many more trips out of the city limits next year. Grr.

8- Have you closed out energies that no longer serve you?
I hope so. Whenever I feel the need to start ranting and raving to the wall (I speak aloud to an empty room as if I’m talking to them) regarding the J & J issue, I tell myself to either talk to them directly and stop “practicing”, or to let it go. Such rants are diminishing, though my confusion about their last actions to me will continue to pop into mind until it is resolved. I’m probably being childish in not addressing it with them directly, but I have no further need to expose myself to their lies, manipulations, or toxic ways. Obviously I have a ways to go to close out that energy and probably imagined negativity. Evidently it’s still a more sore spot than I thought. We’ll see what the next year brings.

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Aftermaths and Hindsights

Whew, I finished my last shift at the grocery store on December 26; I’ve been sitting on my butt, allowing myself to sit back and relax for a bit between the major winter holidays. I’ll probably start looking for more webwork at the start of next year.

I’ve learned some things about myself this year that made me quirk an eyebrow.

I really enjoy working on my own. I’m organized, I can anticipate trends, and I’m a much happier person when I can work at my own frenetic pace without interruption. My manager and I have a great setup–he sets me loose and I give him periodic updates for any wonkiness I need addressed. After having done this fruit basket thing last year, I knew what to expect and I really knew what I was doing. So on the first day, my boss asked some minor questions to make sure I still remembered what I was doing, and told me to get busy. I arranged my workspace in an efficient way that I wanted, I got my supplies, and I bore down to produce some output.

I don’t like being micromanaged by someone not involved with my chain of command who thinks I’m mentally deficient in some way. Last year, this manager from another department would feel the need to wander over and grill me as to all content I was using in my work, inquiring as to which items originated from her department. She would make sure in no uncertain terms that I knew excruciatingly well that anything from her department had to be refrigerated. She also demanded that I alter my training and procedures, in order to accomodate her unique and overly OCD way of managing inventory. My coworker and I would always write down the UPC code, price, brand and name of the item being used in our product, the quantity, and the date we put the item to use. Every day we left this list of inventory on our manager’s desk, where he would then input the information into the store’s computer, thereby alerting any department that was not our own that an item not showing up in their inventory scans were still in the store, being used in our product. The aforementioned micro-manager insisted that rather than writing the item down, that we allow her to scan the item, using an inventory scanner.

This year, I got smart, and informed her that I would use no content from her department, unless directly asked by a customer with a custom order. I also let her know, the two times I did utilize something in her department, what exactly the item was, and that she was welcome to scan the item by using her scanner on an identical item still on the shelf. We still had clashes, but they were minimal, and she mostly left me alone as she was too busy picking on my coworker. I accept guidance from anyone who has a better idea than what I’m doing, or has knowledge about a procedure I’m not familiar with. But this woman was grossly out of line regarding our manner of dress (in a store with an already established dress code), and concerns that make sense in the food service realm she was a part of, but had no place in our put-fruit-in-basket thing. That woman was very much a Negative Nancy with her criticisms. I always nodded pleasantly, and filed away her daily admonitions in the proper mental receptacle. My coworker, new to this gig, eventually learned the same.

When my workspace is arranged in an efficient manner and I have every supply I need, my output is insane. I noticed that my coworker, hired as my backup, wasn’t backing me up nearly enough. We, the manager and I, had a simple formula and matra: “Two of everything on the shelf.” There were 12 different types of baskets we were instructed to make. 24 of them were enough to cover every flat surface available to us to place our product upon. And as I noticed them disappearing, I would make 6-10 of one particular basket, as they were selling so well. On my final day, my manager informed me with considerable glee that I was the top seller in the entire region, which encompasses towns up to 50 miles away and involves 30-some stores. That was even with my coworker being inefficient and at times, not being at her table but on the other side of the store, shopping.

On the days in which I was not scheduled to work, I had a pad of paper on which I left notes to my coworker, noticing trends in sales, and in the rotten fruit I was finding in the baskets she had filled. I don’t think she read them, but the inferior quality of some of our baskets was not for the want of me doing something to ensure they were of the highest quality. The log book was handy, regardless, as she was able to tell me about certain orders that had come in, questions and concerns she had, and excuses as to why the tables were empty when I came in from two days off. I tore the used pages out of the simple notepad of paper and left it with the supplies of leftover price stickers and baskets. If I’m here next year and take up the seasonal position again, it will come in handy, and if not, the pad may be used by the next set of people.

I’m not as physically fit as I used to be. I am overweight, but back in the day when I had a retail position and was schlepping over 100 150-pound containers full of store merchandise in weekly freight by hand, though I sweated a little, I was in good enough shape to feel only mildly sore the following day. It was my feet and inferior footwear that really gave me problems. When one of the managers from another department gave me a trial run, liking my attitude, I had to let myself go after three weeks, as I was schlepping heavy crates of gallons of milk daily, and I just couldn’t handle the pain. If I get picked up again for a permanent position somewhere in this store (where everyone already knows me), I’m going to have to make sure they know that I’m not able to lug such heavy stuff around.

I love that I challenged myself to arrive at work and get through the day with a smile and a positive attitude, no matter what was going on off the clock. I was determined to keep it no matter what I was faced with, being criticized by the micro-manager, having to disappoint a customer or being yelled at by same for not knowing an answer to their query. There wasn’t much to be negative about this year for which I’m very grateful, other than my flailing that my underling wasn’t doing her job and making me do her work as well as mine. That negativity vanished during the last two days when I realized there was no way I could catch up where she had slacked off, and figured I’d do as much as I was able, go home exhausted, and leave whatever was left for the following day. There was a moment in which I really wanted to discuss in no uncertain terms what she was doing wrong, but I was afraid that if I let her know how I was feeling, she wouldn’t come in to work anymore and then I really WOULD be working alone. I did point out to my manager, the store director, and some other coworkers when my table was empty upon me arriving at work and what the other gal had left me with. The assistant manager was fond of looking over the errant coworker’s shoulder and leading her by the ear back to the table she should not have left, and telling her to get back to work.

Next year, if I am to take this position again, I will make sure that the underling knows exactly what is expected from her from day to day. I was able to anticipate what we were going to need the following day, and wrote things like, “We need to pay attention to pears, those are getting squishy almost as fast as the bananas.” I should have realized she needed more direct guidance and wrote an actual list of things she needed to accomplish: “1) Visually inspect all baskets, try to squish the pear with your finger, bring all dated baskets back to the table. 2) Change out ALL fruit, not just the bananas (since I couldn’t rely on my coworker’s ability to realize when a fruit was about to go bad). 3) Make ## of the smalls, ## of the large handled, ## of the most expensive ones, and there’s an order for 2pm tomorrow that I won’t be here to fulfill that falls upon you to complete.” The 3rd item I didn’t think to write down, thinking that she knew exactly what was on the shelves, and to replace whatever was sold or thrown out.

I thought about using the colored bows to denote the day of the week it was first assembled, to keep a better eye on inventory, but for one, that would create a glut of one particular color on a given day of the week, and two, I was worried that my underling would fall under the assumption that if a basket was only two days old, that nothing in it would be unacceptably overripe, and wouldn’t inspect it more closely. No, I agree with the practice of using random colored ribbons for variety, preference, and to keep us looking at each basket suspiciously and daily.

I just felt like writing all of this out, in case I do take up the position next year, and try to remember what I learned this year, and what to do different next. Each hostess was invited to write out tips that they might include in next year’s manual, and different practices we might suggest they include in subsequent years. I wrote that we really need to provide for consumers some of the plastic wrap and cheaper bows, as I personally handed out over 50 of each to those who asked politely, and had to turn others away lest I run out of supplies for what I was being paid to do. I also thought we could use a better task system for taking and fulfilling custom orders as they come in. My coworker had a cluttered way of taking the order sheets, and throwing them away before the custom basket was even purchased, which made figuring out who had picked up their item and who needed to be called very confusing between the three of us taking orders. Next year, I might ask my manager to make a custom pamphlet with the store’s phone number, in order to take custom orders there too, about half our orders this year was through that venue, as people would take a pamphlet home and call in later after they’d chosen what they wanted.

Oh yeah, and one more thing I wanted to articulate. There are some people you won’t be able to please, no matter what you do for them. I had a business gentleman come in, see the array of stuff I was cramming into our more expensive baskets (salmon, cheese and crackers, and so on) and demanded I make such a basket for him at a reduced price. We had to barter for a few minutes before he was satisfied and I was sure I wasn’t giving away something that would hurt our profits. For customers like that, I will make allowances for, and give them more than the monetary value is, because I’d rather see a $30 basket with $45 worth of stuff walk out the door than to lose a sale of $30. Thankfully there weren’t too many of those types of customers as I would have had to have been more forceful about my absolute bottom line, what we can skimp on and what I could not. I’m sorry, I’m not going to price a $15 box of smoked salmon at $5. This is not a medieval farmer’s market and we do not work on the barter system. I’m not in a position to make such decisions.

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Dragons, Telepaths, and Other Impossible Things

There are a few people, famous people, that I mourn the loss of. Victor Borge. Jim Henson. Johnny Carson. Jerry Orbach. The list goes on, but you get the idea. There are as many women as men that I miss, but these are just the ones who come easiest to mind.

There are a few people that I will miss when they are gone. Carol Burnett. Roy Dotrice. I don’t care to dredge up more names for this list. It will bum me out unnecessarily. It’s bad enough that anyone I put in the latter category will eventually become a member of the former.

I learned, a few hours ago, that Anne McCaffrey passed away yesterday. I accredit her with my lifelong obsession with all things sci-fi, as I firmly remember browsing the paperbacks on the single freestanding bookshelf at the surprisingly well-stocked high school library, picking one up out of curiosity based on the artwork on the cover, and immediately falling into the world of Pern. It is because of that experience that I urge any young person yet to be acquainted with this author to pick up the novel Dragonsinger before any other of the series. If you’ve the right mind to be intrigued by what is contained within those pages, you will hunger to glean more details about that world by pilfering other novels in that series. If nothing else, you will have solved the mild mystery of what a seemingly fantasy novel is doing in the sci-fi section.

It wasn’t enough that I glomped upon the entirety of the novels of Pern; oh no, I also tasted the other ones by this author, too, curious what her other series were like. The Rowan/Pegasus/Tower seri, for example. Wow. I’m presently inhaling those stories all over again. I love that the Brainship and Killishandra series overlap, and it’s conceivable that the other series can live in the same universe, even if unmentioned and unreferenced.

Sometimes I’m self-conscious about admitting to liking this author’s works. A close friend once chided me for including this among my nerdier and loftier favorites such as Arthur C. Clarke and Isaac Asimov. For those who are familiar with the Harper Hall Trilogy, I liken Anne’s writing style to that of Menolly, a character of Anne’s creation, discussed by the character’s teachers at one point. “Her [singing] style is not very technical and she hasn’t had a lot of instruction, but her tunes are catchy and sing-able by any gather (faire) attendant, and thusly popular.” (I’m paraphrasing but you get the idea.) Her characters live, and breathe, as far as my mind’s eye is concerned. There’s incredible depth, and love, that goes into her characterizations that they are clearly influenced by her real life associations, for whom these characters are modeled after. A teacher, a brother, a fan, a pet, they all get immortalized, often more than once, in her writings. We may never have met the model for Robinton the Masterharper, but those of us who identify as fans of her works bloody well know how she felt about the man.

It’s difficult to think of her in the past tense. I always rather hoped she’d delve more into the not-Pern series that I enjoy and reread voraciously, revisiting them every couple of years like close family. I really hope there’s a writer given permission to continue forays into those worlds. She was always very protective and critical about allowing others to “play” in her worlds–even fanfic was closely monitored.

I have other thoughts but I am distracted by dinner. *raises a glass of Benden red* The world is less one more gold dragon, and her rider. Huzzah to Lady Annie Mac.

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Dinner

It makes me laugh that I used to be nervous about cooking. I didn’t really “learn” or put myself out there until I was about 33 and got tired of the already-prepared stuff. Now I much prefer buying the raw ingredients to anything packaged/frozen. Every night is a homecooked meal around here. :)

ANYHOO, tonight’s adventure regards NY steak, red potatoes, red onion, garlic, broccoli, and cheese. Sounds yummy, right?

I started the NY steak on the griddle/grill, straight out of the freezer, on very low heat. While that was defrosting and cooking, I diced up some garlic, browned that in a skillet with olive oil, then added thinly sliced red potatoes. After rooting around in the fridge, I found some red onion and peeled a couple of layers off and threw that in too. I’ll sometimes throw in some yellow bell pepper, but this would not be that night.

The NY steak was on this side of done and the potatoes were frying nicely when I realized I wanted something more-veggie with this meal, and grabbed some frozen broccoli out of the freezer, being out of fresh cans of beans or corn. I threw that into a little pot with some water and set that to boiling, and then commandeered a third pot to melt some cheese. Next time, I won’t bother with parmesan or milk when melting cheddar, the milk makes it runny and the parm doesn’t melt fast enough, or at all.

I turned off the grill so that the meat could rest for a moment, shut off the element under the potatoes-onion-garlic, waited for the cheese sauce to melt enough, and dumped it all onto two plates. A bit of salt & pepper, and hubby and I dined.

Life is terrible around here, I tell ya. ;)

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In Other News…

I’m at almost 60,000 words for my NaNoWriMo project, having just finished my first book of the set of five I’m aiming to pound out by the end of the month. I think this is a series I could easily edit and self-publish, and I’m really happy with it. I never thought I’d be the sort of person who would enjoy writing a fantasy novel (I like to read sci-fi almost exclusively), but here I am, and I’m quite enjoying it. I’m actually drawing upon a novel I originally wrote, also for NaNoWriMo almost two years ago, based on a dream I had in which I saw a bunch of characters doing something, and I was curious enough to see how the characters had gotten to that point, and what happened after, that I decided to write it out.

I could see doing this for a living. Hey, if Stephenie Meyer can do it, so can I, right? :)

I think I’ll do some nonprofit webwork to round out the week. I have my eye on a couple of easy projects that involve Facebook apps or fleshing out a new website. We’ll see if I’m motivated enough for more.

The household had a great time last night watching the Portland Irish band Darby O’Gill perform. A few other friends attended what ended up being this intimate acoustic set with Scott and Ken. We should make this a much more frequent occurrence, hehe.

We’re looking at having the car looked at by a professional at the close of the month. As I have a job lined up for December that will require me to be mobile, this is a bit worrisome. We’ll see. I’m also looking to acquire a new smartphone during the same time frame as the car. That will be a happy thing.

I should probably start visiting the local thrift stores for work pants and shirts…

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Oh hey!

Look, I remembered I have a blog! :D

I’ve been quiet lately. Stuff’s happened. Let me tell you them.

Bullet point the first:
We acquired a car, a lurvely 14-year-old station wagon, and for the past month it has been my extreme pleasure to drive hubby to work at 5am. Truly. It means he gets to sleep in an extra half hour and that we get some huggy time before his shift starts. There have been epic grocery trips, and a trip up to the Seattle area for my grandmother’s funeral and a small reunion with hubby’s sister, and his father, and boy howdy was that a good trip aside from the unhappy occasion that brought us up there.

A few days after we got back, the car went boom. I’m just thankful it waited until after the interstate trip to do that. We’re waiting to afford a mechanic to figure out how bad the damage is. We will NOT be employing a former friend who stole our first car and got it irrevocably towed, harrumph. So until it’s fixed, it’s parked. I made hubby get a bus pass for the month of November, because I’d rather we spend the money on that and not use it, than to pay full price sans employee discount for individual transit tickets. We’re due for another epic grocery trip, and it’s annoying trying to find someone to drive us. Yeah, we can use the bus like before, but damn it, we have a car and I want to use that. Ah well, enough griping about that.

Bullet point number B:
World of Warcrack (free private server) owns my soul again. I’ve been playing off and on (mostly off) for five years. Recently, due to car boomage and general lack of things to do because of said car fail, I installed Cataclysm to see what all the hubbub was about. They’ve changed some stuff, nuked a few cities, put a new lava pit in the newbie area, and tweaked the classes a little. I logged in to find all maxed professions intact but all recipes missing. I had four level 80s I’d spent the better part of a year getting to that point, which is annoying but ah well. I mention it in case anyone wants to join me there, I’m perpetually bored. Kick Ash server, PVE, Cataclysm. Install the trial client for Mac or Windows, tweak a couple files as directed, and you’re in.

Bullet point letter 3:
Apparently my brain thinks I can write five novels (totaling 250,000 words) during November, a series of related books borne of boredom and brainfarts. I have five complete and very long outlines and character sheets with some rather in-depth forays into conflict and other fluff. I don’t know if I’ll do all five, but it’s really nice to be able to choose the one that holds my attention the most. Or perhaps I’ll flit from one to the next as my ADD-addled brain demands.

Yeah, I need more to do. Amusingly, having the car made me very much not a slacker, with a full day’s worth of activities between schlepping two people to work and back, and the inevitable chores. I feel incredibly lazy now. Mostly because relying on a bus that takes 40 minutes to travel 4 miles is highly annoying for chores (bank, mail, groceries, errands) that require multiple stops.

The car should be easy to fix, but my extent of carspeak is, “It won’t go,” so I’m really pushing for a mechanic to at least look at the poor thing, to estimate what can be done for as little money as possible and still feel like it’s a better deal than not having one. I’m thinking it’s one specific issue and would be highly curious as to a mechanic’s opinion. At minimum it would require a new plastic reservoir and a couple of hoses. At maximum it would mean a new motor or something else horrible and undoable. Won’t know until it gets a professional assessment.

I’m going to step up my online workstuffs to see if I can pull up some serious moolah to either fix this car, or acquire a new one. Rawr!

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